This beautiful video reminds me of my daughters who are now young women. It reminds me of my mother and grandmother who loved me. I spend as much time as I can with them. I am amazed to see my Mother in my daughters. Proof that everything in our lives can and will be recycled or repurposed.

“A Beautiful Dawn” sung by Radmilla Cody sings to my soulful wounds.

I know I have been gone for awhile. After my brother’s death I have not been able to get out of this heartbreak. I know it will get easier, but it will always be a scar on my heart. There are so many scars one more won’t hurt.?. Yes, more scars mean more pain.

SO quit worrying that I am out there freelancing my bum off. I have been in a pool of a dark deep depression. I thought I had been depressed before. The lose of a sibling proved I was wrong.

I have not given up writing. I am taking a well deserved break to put my broken pieces back together. If I am too broken I will recycle what I can and start over. Right now I feel scattered like a seeded dandelion blowing in the wind.